Today... was a weird day. Saw Eileen at TP... Strange that we should bump into her... Anyway, it was her last day of exams today. She's been asking me to pray for her. So she must be relieved that her exams are over. Anyway, Andy and I were there to meet up with Nathan. Had lunch together and then did quiet time as Andy talked with Nathan. Asked God what He wanted me to do for this phase... now that I'm somewhat over the breakup.

Had a weird dream last night... Had this guy's neck in a arm lock. Almost strangling him. I think I caught him doing something wrong. Feel like poking someone to death now.

Advice... We choose who to take it from. Right? But you know whats sick? When we know someone who has the most sensible advice and we avoid that person totally. Ignorance is bliss? Then why do you still come running when your world is falling apart? Why do you come running when things fall to pieces? Cos thats what He did for me. Just like the way I ran to Him when I had exhausted all other possibilities. And do I keep listening? This requires selflessness... Something that I haven't gotten rid of yet.

::: Verse of the Day :::
Do not fret because of evil men or be envious of the wicked, for the evil man has no future hope, and the lamp of the wicked will be snuffed out.
| Proverbs 24:19-20 |

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The moon shy behind clouds
Shining on this poor fool
Walking along the cracked pavement
Similar to the way you walked over my cracked heart
These symbols prove nothing
only that you reign over me.

This black and white won't last forever
Give me back my vision in colour
Scream into the deaf ears of a lover
But you don't hear me, do you?
You don't hear me...
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